Blood counts have really dropped (red and white are both hovering around 2-3 I believe) and I will be getting meds today and tomorrow in hopes of bringing them to a level that I can still have the internal radiation on Monday.....so far it looks like its gonna happen but only if my body agrees. I'm heading 45 min north of me at 8am for the first shots and then again tomorrow at 8am......I'm really pissed off at my body and at cancer and the fact that I have to go so far for the shots...and...and and......cancer can kiss my ass! (sorry Dad but I had to say it!)
I will be back and at work by 10am......I will be checking emails if you have questions I will try to respond asap.
Thanks...love you guys!
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I was able to get my shots at my local clinic. Also my blood tests which were then faxed to the onc unit. You might ask about doing tests/shots locally. For the shots, the doc called in a prescrip to the local clinic. The clinic and onc unit worked very well together on this. Just a thought for you to check into. Bless you!
I know you're angry and frustrated but hang in there my friend. Keep reminding yourself of the end result...good health. Call me if you need someone to vent at....screaming, crying or just chatting. I'm here for you...even if it's the middle of the night! Call me....keep your head up! Sending you a huge hug with lots of love and prayers!
Hi Jamie,
I am just in awe of your strength, but to say that it is amazing would be such an understatement. But, then again, you have always been one of the strongest I have ever known. The anger and frustration are all normal, so don't feel that it makes you weak to let yourself feel them. Anger and frustration have nothing to do with giving up, actually they will help your determination become stronger. My thoughts and prayers are always with you, and as you go in for this next step in procedures, I will be praying for you all the more! Stay strong, and stay brave! You are doing beautifully! I am so proud of you! Love, hugs and prayers!!!!
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