Today I feel a little better....well enough to attempt to go to work. I have some weird things going on and called the nurse this morning to try to make some sense of things. I don't want to come across as a whiner but then again Ive never been through any health issues and just don't know what to expect. What I have discovered is my mind is a pretty powerful thing. If I feel a pain or something weird I tend to focus on it and make it worse so I have been trying hard not to freak out about every little thing. On the other hand how do I know that that little pain isn't something serious *Sigh* I have a weird feeling when I swallow.....deep down in my chest. The nurse asked if it felt like acid reflux?....I dunno never had it......I told her I keep getting flushed...off and on....she asked if it was bothering me...well yea or I wouldn't have called. They think its the steroids....I am hardly through week one and feel like such a baby......I thought I was tougher then this!! Getting up and going to work makes me feel better.....and I plan on doing that as long as I can. Sometimes it just isn't as easy as it sounds.....
Hope everyone is doing well.....and thank you for everything!
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Jamie, hang in there. You are NOT whining, and you have the right to be concerned. I am so glad that you have a great support system there. Wish I was near enough to go thru this with you. You are doing great! And even toughies can have days that they aren't so sure. I am praying for you all the time! Love to you, my friend!
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